Are you living or Existing?

Helllooooooo,

I hope everyone has been growing and evolving as we come into fall.

This summer was amazing for me; I did absolutely nothing but everything to live.

I showed up places that intrigued my interest and surrounded myself with people that were

specially for me.

I no longer move with the main focus to make things easier for everyone else but difficult

for myself. I come first! People that genuinely love me for who I am, not for what I can do for them

or how I make them feel, get it! It's just not my problem to care. I care but .... not that bad.

Losing sleep and time ... isn't an option.

Just think about how that looks for you... putting yourself first. I'm not telling you not to care about other people but put your care on a pedestal that no one else can reach but you! You're deserving. Been deserving.

I've realized to that everybody and everything is just not for me. It doesn’t have to be hard feelings or a day or two of going back and forth. It can just stay where it's at and stay there. Detachment. It's a struggle for the masses. We have to learn to let shit go. Some people, places, and things are just not meant to be held on it. Feelings are meant to be felt and then you feel new ones.

Decentering ... detaching... growth!

Solitude! True solitude. Sitting with yourself even when you don't feel sure of yourself. You might not feel like you can trust your own decision making. You may want to call someone so bad to reassure what you think or how you feel to make sure it's right but DONT! Sit with yourself and think! Train yourself to trust your own opinion even over your mothers. Stillness and silence is all you need.

Are you okay with you?

Before you open up that mouth and them eyes to judge how someone else is living their life.

Are you truly good with yourself?

If not, refocus your focus on you!