Capacity

You just don’t hold the capacity to feel further than this point

I no longer hold heavy emotions in places that they can’t be nurtured

I no longer crave the attention of someone who doesn’t hold the capacity to captivate it

All the years of the emotional rollercoaster

I no longer choose to participate in

You no longer have my participation

You no longer have the access

You no longer have the access to the telemore caps of my emotions

I secure them through understanding your own capacity

Which I no longer wreck my mind wondering about why you won’t love me or speak to me the way I know I deserve

Because you lack the capacity

You lack the awareness of self that connects you to the awareness of me

You have stopped at a point that I have well exceeded

We are dimensionally inadequate

Our realities are no longer intertwined

What capacity there was is no where to be found

I hold my capacity with all the strength I have in me to continue to elevate past what limits I have been shown around me

It’s all good

I understand where you are

And I can’t push nor pride for you to expand further

You have to do it for you and want it for yourself

No longer pressing the “issue”

I’m letting it flow free

I truly understand what I need from you

But

It’s just simply not in your capacity