What's What and Where's Where

You were my sunshine on a cloudy day

I didn't realize that until my days got cold, dark, and rainy without you

A million pieces of me shattered

I'm trying to pick up the pieces

But

I don't know where they go

It happens at the most random of times

Like a gray cloud

And then

It floats away

I know I will never be the same

Life is still moving

I'm still standing

Trying to figure out why I'm still here

I cry, I laugh, I scream

Hoping I'll wake up from this dream

I wonder do you see me cry?

I try to hold it in

By my eyes

They fill like water ballons and explode like there being throw at fences

I hope your soul is at peace

You've been preparing all this time

The meetings, readings, and worship

I know it was all worth it

I know you're okay

But I'm not

Time heals all they say

I really miss my sunshine on a cloudy day

(Grandma, I will forever miss you until our souls reconnect)